Life is like what you expected

2012-02-09T17:51:00.002+08:00

MY RANT OF A FRIEND.

In life, you got to let the people who walk out of your life to just keep walking.
I don't need people who just come as they please because it's not polite.
I don't fancy that. I'm pretty messed up, honestly speaking.
It's rather a shitty feeling i have in my guts.

I'm very appalled by what is going on. It's rather a "come and go" feeling.
Sometimes its there just to haunt/mock me.
I usually overthink when i do, it's always deepthinking where it can reach rock bottom.
As i find the reasons why i am feeling these shitty and crappy i zero it down to YOU.
No one had made me feel these filthy and nasty.
There is just so much hatred i have for you, i can never ever forget how crappy you made me feel all these years.
The pain, tears and the feeling of being not good enough to be your friend.
I used to beg from your companionship and i was always afraid of you.
You know what i can say about that right now : FCUK THAT BULLSHIT !

I was never like this, saying vulgarities like it's a part of my life.
I never like those filthy words.
But as i grew up, saying just a bit of that will kinda make me feel abit better.
I do regret saying those words out of context. I regret it and i hope i can change that nasty habit of mine.
But for YOU. I'll used it, i don't care.
You've gotta understand how much i won't give a freaking damn about your "gossips".
Why? Is there nothing to talk about than that? DAMMMNNN!

I know all these ranting is annoying but these feeling was kept far too long.
I rather rant than doing stuff that can harm me.

I'm glad i have my friends around. You have to know, you guys rock ! ^^

Toodles.

2012-02-07T17:34:00.003+08:00

THIS, i really can't forget.
There is always a little piece in my heart that forgives.
Just a wasted space in my heart.
But this i will never ever forget. NEVER.
I have been bottling up my anger and other emotions i have.
And believe me, if i can't control my anger, i'll just tell you off straight to your face.
Yeahh, you may see me as loud and bubbly person. Someone who is gullible.
That's really how little you know about me.
Yeah, whatever -.- Think whatever you want to think. That's your f**king opinion anw.
Besides, i just find everything you do is irrelevant. Sorry to say.

I'm sick and tired, just keeping my mouth shut everytime.
Letting everything push me around like a rag doll. I guess that is how you treat me as a person. And yknow what, i hate it. I seriously hate it.
Tell your own story to someone who cares because i don't. I seriously don't.
You want a true friend; f**king it earn it please.

I was always there for you; now i just don't think you deserve it.
And i pity you.
If karma doesn't hit you, i f**king will.
So, please get this to your little brain : Never ever test my patience okay.

I had a bad afternoon but the comfort of my friends did a little of help.
Thanks.

2012-02-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

DENIAL will get me far in certain issues.

Darnnn, i admire people in tumblr, as in their pictures.
They're like drop dead gorgeous. Omg, i wish i were them.
When i browse thru i get envious because of their beauty.
Well, anyways i was out the whole day with Amalina & Nianqi to do our Class tee.

We faced loads of problems but in the end it kinda work out.
Everything started to get complicated when we exit lavender station.
I was the dumb one there bcos i really had no clue where i was.
Me and my friend had to use our GPS. And i guess GPS just sucks.
We're even more lost. So we plan to take a cab there;
what was hilarious was that the taxi driver say we were just beside it and drop us off WITHOUT ANY PAYMENT.
You're a kind hearted man & THANKSSSS !
We walk and walk and walk till we got tired and hungry.
Soon we find it. I was drained out. I felt like a thirsty bird.
Headed back to the nearest mall and grab a bite.
NQ went back to find her boyfriend while me and amal went looking around.

We headed down to Bugis. I bought two stripe tops for some reason, only amalina knows.
We had a heart to heart talk. AWWW.
Headed to CP, amalina went to find her BF after that.
While me? i find my house.
There's nothing for me to find :P So that's practically my day.

Loads of test this week. Level CIP was also on the way.
Till here.

Toodles ! :D

2012-02-04T15:15:00.004+08:00

Up All Night !

My junior snap a photo of me without me realising it.

Good afternoon. I woke up in a really good mood.
I went to settle some stuff in the morning.
It's kinda stressful being the president of PHAC.
Sigghh.. Problems after problems. It's too much work for me to handle.
But i still love my CCA no matter what. Because of the cool people i've met.

I guess we must be appreciative to people who comes to your life.
And be thankful for all those people who came and walked out of your life.
Because it's easier for you now to see who are your true friends that will never ever leave you.
And reminder; never ask your friends who walked out of your life to come back.
If they are meant to walk out of your life; just deal with it.
There are people out there willing to be your true and loyal friend okay?

In my life; i always relate it with movies and tv dramas.
Mostly drama. Partly, comedy. Nothing thriller nor crime.
I love life. I regret my past but i never regret what i learnt from it.
People come and go like how the rain does.
I'm not upset or anything but i've been doing deep thinking.
That's kinda how why i'm acting like this.
I prefer not to be tooooo attach to my emotional side.
I rather be more bubbly and loud; so i don't care whether you find it irritating.
I am who i am. Take me as i am or you can communicate with my shoulder .

AND AND, before ending ;
I must say that i love this boy group ! *feeling faint*

Till here. Gotta study physic.
There's loads to catch up.

Toodles! Have a good weekend ! ^^

2012-02-03T20:34:00.001+08:00

You're a mess.

HEYY, back again. It's a friday and that means i had a long day in school.
I had CCA and finally, it was different. We had a fieldtrip.
Our CCA went to the national museum to see famous artpieces from Europe.
It's beyond cool. Their work are so goooood.

It was my second time being in a museum. Love the paintings and the story behind it.
One of the painting interest me. I did not get the name of the painting.
If i could find out who was the painter, i'll tell.

After the museum, hang out with my juniors. They're super funny.
That's what i love, people making me laugh.
If friends or strangers can make me laugh hard, to me, you're awesome.
To make it short; i love friends who are hilarious to the core, to me.
HEEHEE. Because, i rather keep laughing than being all emotional over crappy shit.

So which comes to this; i'm a person who is loud and i'm not ashamed to say it.
I talk loud and i speak my mind. I always hate to see people get hurt by words.
Like bullying because i know how it felt; i was bullied before.
Bullies are people who have no heart, just saying.
Bullies with a BF/GF is even worse.
Don't tell me you bully the people around you but your partner?
We don't know whether we are bullies unless a friend said it to your face.
Not really a good way to start a good friendship.
SO STOP BULLYING, IT'S NOT COOL. YOU'RE JUST BEING A PATHETIC HUMAN.

Okay, heading to bed.
Long day today = sleepy SABRINA .

Toodles !

2012-02-01T19:37:00.002+08:00

AFFECTED.

HEY'YALL.
These few days or few weeks; i've been very very sleepy.
Nearly falling asleep during lessons.
I did have enough sleep but i just magically doze off.
Keke, maybe the lessons were too boring. I don't know.

I've been extremely busy with school and extra lessons.
It's kinda hard to get used to it. But i like it this way; i can study better in school than in the comfort of my own home.
It just feels gooooood. But that just who i am.

Speaking of which, friendship.
Some people i do like to relate. Some i like to have their companionship.
I love having the company of my close friends and friends. They're there for you.
They make you happy.
What i hate about a friend is the LIES.
That word just makes me hurl at your face. Is it easier to tell the truth than to lie? I personally think, the truth is way better.
But some cases i don't mind those crappy lies. Once or twice.
But if you lie and backstab your friends and still got to know it by yourself.
I tell you, you're an "awesome" species.
WHY am i saying this; bcos after seventeen years of existing in this world and being in that school for 5 years; i just know who you really are.
We may change our character for the good or the bad.
We may realise it or not but something in life; you gotta stand up for yourself.

I may not be a good friend to some but that's how the society works.
There'll be hate and love. But the hate usually tells the truth.
So be thankful bcos they're the ones who tell you who you really are.
Well,that's to my opinion.

Till here then.

2012-01-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

Meet Me Halfway.

Hey, it's kinda late for me for using the laptop.
I just got back from visiting my teacher's houses.
It was fun but i was not feeling too well the whole day.
But i finally hide it. HEEHEE.

It's really a long day and i feel so tired after walking and walking.
Encounter stuff along the way.
There some stuff i don't want to mention about today because it always affect me.
So whatever to it.

There nothing much to say.
Pretty much life is going alright.

Till here. BYE.

2012-01-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

Summer Nights.

Sucha boring Saturday for me.
Loads of homework to be done but i'm still here lazing around.
Gotta kick away those nasty habits of mine.
Like what my mummy say; i'm already seventeen, i must be one.

I don't feel any difference being a year older. But i do realise i swear alot.
And my close friends know that esp. my bestfriend.
I only swear when i get very very cranky. So it's not really my habit.
So yesterday, after school. I went out with my friends.
Accompany bestfriend to find her new year shoes while i find my new watch.

She finally saw the pair of shoes she like but there was no size for her.
Me and Narnia (NADIAH) just sat there at DMK trying the display shoes.
Soon after that; went to get my belated birthday watch.
It's a Nixon time teller P watch.
I don't know how or why i have an interest in watches. But oh well.
Thank you daddy ! :)
All in all, I had fun with my friends. Thanks for everything.

And tomorrow, there's madrasah.
It's just me and syahidah; separated from our former class. Oh well..

Have a good weekend ahead.
And happy chinese new year. Gong Xi Fa Cai ! :D

Toodles ! ^^

2012-01-18T19:14:00.004+08:00

I'm officially seventeen !

Hey. It's that time of year again.
Where i will turn a year older.
Yupp, that's right. It's my birthday !
* 30 sec dance party * YAY. I'm so happy and blessed.

I have wonderful friends who were with me.
I have wonderful family.
My parents have seen me from alittle girl now to a teen.
Now their little girl have grown. My mum told me stories when i was young.
How innocent and cute i was. Now, she say i'm not innocent nor cute.
Grrr. AHAHAHA. But i still love them.

So anyways, school was great. Thank you to my super awesome friends for everything.
Their gifts are overwhelming. You guys are great.
So after school, went to pizza hut to celebrate my birthday.
I ate so much, i can't eat my dinner.
Went home after that.

This year is different from last year.
Last year i spend my dinner with my Bestfriend and my ex-boyf.
How everything change so quickly. *BIG SIGGGGGHHHHH*
There is some parts of the memory i would keep.
Some i really would never want to remember ever.
And i think i would rather disown this memory.
So i'm saying goodbye on being sixteen. Hello seventeen. Heehee.
It's really disappointing but oh well; that's life :/

Thank you for everything esp my close close friends.
I would never know how i will be when you guys are not there for me.
I love you guys ! MUAAAACCCKKKS !

Toodles ! :D

2012-01-15T14:01:00.004+08:00

When i'm seventeen, i want to sparkle like

Edward (:

Hey hey. I just came back from madrasah (religious class).
I'm in the Sunday class right now. Not the Saturday.

Well today, my morning was already fucked up.
I don't want to be mean;
but i really really do have this unknown anger against you. Sorry.
But i really do. Say whatever but everyone have this person,
you hate that everything the person does just really annoys you.
That's the same situation for me.
Finally i have Shahidah with me. She's awesome.
Heehee. Okay whatever it is, i'm there to study and learn new things.
Not to be affected by people.

Isn't the boy just adorable that you wanna pinch him.
Okok. Don't focus on the boy but focus on the words.
Just simple words but it hold a beautiful meaning.
I'm saying this because everyone should know they are beautiful.
Beautiful in their own way. Heehee ^^
Credits goes to tumblr.

Anw, there's school tomorrow. Urgh.. the agony.
Someone save me. Homework havent done yet.
I'm too lazy :(

Have a good week ahead !

Toodles ! ^^

2012-01-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

You'll never know.

Hey hey. I'm back and running.
I didnt post that much because i'm kinda busy with school.
It have been a hectic week. I'm always exhausted when i come home.
After my homework is done, i'll just flop into bed.
Hehehe. Even sleeping earlier doesnt seem enough for me.

So today i had CCA. It was kinda boring.
We had to do this SYF art. So spend my CCA time in the computer lab.
With an empty stomach i feel sick.
So after CCA, i had to met up with my CCA teacher to discuss some matters.
After that, i waited for my sister (NAD) till she finishes her CCA.
Bro (Zul) accompany me and nadiah. HEEHEE.

This week; loads of controversy about this like this status or whatever shit.
I know what is going but i just plan to ignore it.

I'm turning seventeen soon. Just 5 more days till i say goodbye 16.
And welcome a new age.
Seventeen is just like a stepping stone to 18 when the doors are almost open to the outside world. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ^^

Have a good weekend.

Toodles

2012-01-10T18:21:00.003+08:00

Honesty.

Well,i'm back from school. I had a late lunch with fid.
Gossip gossip like old makcik. Heehee.
I'm sad nadiah didn't come along. But never mind. It's okay (:
Went home soon after everything.

Received my result for my D&T.
I didnt do well as i expected. Well, it's already done.
No use crying over it.
But i'm glad i have supportive parents who are there to stand by me.
But still gonna work hard for the others. It's not over yet.
I'm relying on the other five or else i'm doomed.
Malay mother tongue O's is coming.
I will work hard for a decent B3.
Like the saying goes : action speaks louder than words.
I can be saying all this plan crap i have but not doing anything about it
is just plain useless. Well, that's really my opinion. Hee.

Well, i just gotta push away ALL distractions. It's the only way.

Have a good week ahead ! ^^

Toodles !

2012-01-08T16:20:00.001+08:00

A promise.

Hey. Today is Sunday.
That means there's school tomorrow.
I have pile of homework to complete.
Well, i've completed some of it.
Heehee. YAY.

I've nothing much to post about because there's nothing interesting abt today.
Except that it's raining and i just love the weather.
Yea, i love the rain :D

Oh yea, tomorrow i'm getting my O'level DNT paper.
I'm very very nervous. I won't mind if it was a B3.
I just hope it doesnt goes below than that.
Gotta stay back to await the results.
my fingers are definitely crossed !

Well, have a good week!

Toodles ! ^^

2012-01-07T16:41:00.005+08:00

Breakthrough!

Hello. It had been a long time since i last posted.
Sorry. I have been busy these past few days and i completely exhausted.
School started this week and it have been hectic.

Still got to be in 5NE. i still can't believe i'm a secondary five student.
Five years in that school.
So within these week, many many things have happen.
Some are good, some are bad.

Our class got to go temasek poly.
It was my second time round going for their open house.
It's cool in some ways.
Some courses got my attention. Heehee.

About today, had CCA fiesta for the last time in my secondary life.
It was good but absolutely tiring for me.
Got to supervise the whole thing again.
Resume my position at the chairperson of my cca.
It's a good exprience and a confidence booster for me.
YAY.

Gotta do some of my homework.
There's a pile for me to do it.
Like what a wise woman once told me;
" If it's not me, then who? If it's not now, then when?"

Have a fruitful weekend.

Toodles ! ^^

2011-12-31T11:05:00.008+08:00

ARRIVE.

I'm back from Manila and I'm already missing it.
Especially my cousins who really brighten up my holiday.
They are the reason why i love the philippines so much besides the shopping :D

I enjoyed my holiday there except there was this shooting that occurred.
I didnt know what happen.
Grandma told me my neighbour died. Dang, it was scary.

Okay, moving on, christmas eve and christmas was spend with my fabulous relatives.
Christmas is all about giving. It was different this year.
We didnt not have potluck but instead BBQ. It was a BBQ christmas.
Ang sarap ! ^^ I enjoyed my christmas with them ^^

I left on 30 Dec'11
My bestfriend didnt knew. It's okay !
The plane didnt stop at Terminal 2 but instead Terminal 3.
It was my first time docking at T3.
After clearing everyth, i headed home. Tired ! :O

There's loads but just to lazy.
School is starting soon.
Dang...

Have a good weekend !
It's the last day of 2011. Make it a good one.
My new year resolution : forget the past and be a better person ! ^^
2011 was alright, i hope 2012 will be better. Insyallah.

Toodles. ^^

2011-12-09T17:26:00.005+08:00

Within one year, it have open my eyes.

Hey. So i'm leaving tomorrow for the philippines.
Going to be in the airport early to have breakfast with my family, maybe.
Gonna have to be there at 11am to check-in our baggage.
It's like every other year i went back to my mummy's hometown.
I'll miss my home here. I really do.
But sometimes, going there makes me happy :)
I will be back on January or the last day of December.

As the year 2011 is coming to a close and opens a new year, 2012
A brand new year for me.
2011 will not be forgotten because I've learnt alot this year.
And it all comes down to 1 thing.

1. Friendship

With the friends who stood beside me and never left me when i was at weakness.
I am very thankful for them. I really am.
My close friends are the best people in my life. Like seriously.
They made me laugh and smile :)

My girlfriends whom light up my world.

Amalina ; She's very determined woman and i admire that about her. She's a good listener too. She's amazing in every way possible, words cannot describe how amazing friend she is to everyone. :D

Emily ; This girl is the joker. I can laugh till my tummy hurts. When i feel down, just a single text from her; brightens up my day, like literally.
She's very independent in handling stuff on her own. :D

Nadiah; She is like a sister to me.
The sister i would want to have.
She is the person i always talk to about what's bugging me. She the best listener.
I absolutely love talking to her. She's funny and finally can defend herself.
She's not quiet like before. She teach me how to rap super bass.
Sucha BIG INFLUNCE to me, sis ! :D
We share the same interest in celeb; TAYLOR SWIFT :D I love her.

Rafidah; She is also like my sister. She's the more mature one between the three of us. Nad is the talkactive one, well, i'm just the clumsy one.
But she gives the BEST ideas in alot of things. Very creative.
We always talk to her about.... She's funny and has the best in fashion too.
She teach me how to organize my stuff. I learnt that from her. Heehee !
Seeing my sisters just puts a smile on my face. I love her.

Shirlyn; I save the best for last. She's my ultimate bestfriend.
I love her to bits and pieces. I don't know where i would be without her.
She calls me crazy and threaten to send me to IMH. Awwwwwwww, i'm so touched.
I love joking around with her. We have the same haircut.
AHAHAHAHA! She's always a part of my life, my bestfriend :)

Till here. Sorry for the long post.
I just really happy that i have my friends.
Before the year comes to a close. At least appreciate the people around you.
I'm thankful for my family and friends.

I'll post again when i get back. Goodbye S'pore :)
Hello Manila !:D

Toodles! :)

2011-12-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

We are young.

Hey there. Quite chilly in my room.
Have my fan on blasting right to my face.
It made me go to the toliet alot. Tee hee.

Alright, so i have been watching random videos in youtube.
And i came across videos of this dance group; questcrew.
It just took me one video of them dancing, the britney challenge.
I was hooked and i continued watching them.
I just knew they were the season 3 champion.
Dang, they're awesome! They're really really really good.

Then i watched glee's new episode; hold on to sixteen.
Spoiler alert : new direction won sectional !
YAY ! *dance party*
They sang all MJ songs if i'm not wrong. I was blown away.
Troubletones's version of i will survive and survivor was beyond cool.
I admire santana's voice :)

I'm now gonna watch 90210.
The drama. Damdamdam.

Yeah, i've spend my whole day watching shows but who cares?
I like it even tho it hurts my eyes. Heehee.

Wait for it .... I'm leaving in 3 days !
AAAAHHHH ! Excited ! :D

Well, have a good wednesday !:D

Toodles !

2011-12-06T16:30:00.001+08:00

I say remember this moment.

Happy 1 year 9 months of being bestfriends !

It's that time of day again, the sixth; my friendship day with my bestfriend.
It have been 1 year 9 months of being BFF ! Yippie yay !
I'm grateful to have a bestfriend like her. She is such an amazing friend.
Even though we don't spend every waking moment together,
she'll text me from time to time. (:
I just love her. Thank you for being there for me.

So today i did not get out of the house.
I won't be going out till i leave.
There's two reasons: 1. I've no idea where to go.
2. I've zero dollars to spend.
And i don't do window shopping.

I was planning to jog early morning today but it failed because i woke up
terribly late and the sun was up.
I don't want to be a fried chicken when i get back home.
I wanted to pump my bicycle tires so i can ride bic with my lil' bro.
I could not find the pump and i was lazy.
Yea, all the plan i planned last night didnot go as planned because i was too lazy.
Damn it, i'll give it a try tomorrow.
I hope. :)

And and, just 4 more days ! AHHHHHH ! I'm sooooo happy.
I'm this close to be in Manila right now.
Oh, and dad change our flight.
It's no longer the morning flight, changed to the afternoon flight.
Same like last year. Thank God :D
YAY, I won't be waking up early.

Okay, till here.
Have a good day ^^

Toodles :D

2011-12-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

You've gotta be kidding!

Hey, so i just got back from studying with my awesome sisters; nadiah and rafidah.
I miss them so much. Thankyou for the awesome gifts.
I just love it and i am very thankful for it.
So both of them had their trip when mine has yet to start.
Yesh! Almost four more days. I'm totally excited ! Heehee.
So catch up with them and talk about stuff. I enjoyed it with them.
They're awesome, i swear :D

YOU'VE GOTTA WATCH THIS.

I find this hilarious till i can poop.
Well, that's too my opinion. Heehee.

His videos are super hilarious :D

Okay, that's pretty much my day again.
Back to doing absolutely nothing.

Toodles :D

2011-12-04T21:32:00.007+08:00

Deep deep down.

Kinda a late post. Sorry. I was caught up with settling some of stuff at home.
Mummy went to convert cash to pesos so we can use it in Manila.
YAY. Got my own cash to spend on. *clap hands*
Ohmy, 6 more days :D
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

So when mum was out and dad was at work, mum left money for our lunch.
It have been a long time since mummy gave us lunch money.
Me and my brother went to eat at rivervale mall :)
After lunch, bro went to cycle from RM.
And i walk home eating ice-cream.

Anyway, i was tumblr-ing in the afternoon.
And i saw this post/url; beforemytimends.
It shows pictures in what you would/want to do before your time end.

I reblogged one picture that i might want to share:

I always dream to camp at a beach. I know my dream is not really a good dream.
But i just one day to camp at the beach with my family for once.
I would want it to be with my family bcos i feel comfortable with them.
I share everything in my life with them.
There is no secret not shared. HAHAHAHA:D
I just love and really am blessed to be brought up by my wonderful parents.
I love so much :)
So yeah, that's my dream before my time ends.

You should check out their blog.
Here's their linky link :D
(CLICK HERE)

Have a good week you guys :)

Toodles :D

2011-12-03T16:38:00.004+08:00

When i'm all grown up, i want to travel the

world.

Down with the cold again. Damn.
The weather is freaking me out. It's very unpredictable.
One time it's all sunny and the next thing,
it's raining cats and dogs.
Hahahaha. But i still love it :)

Alright, i have been watching movie thru my ipod.
I'm kind of bored nowadays. Which sucks.
Nothing for me to do.
I was planning to do homework but i guess the plan failed.
So far, i just did one homework, there are piles for me to do.
I think i might start on some.

And also, i've changed my idea of perming my hair in Manila.
Mum didnt approve of the idea. She say i'll look like a homeless goose.
So, i planned to rebond my hair again. And mummy allowed. Oh yeahh!
*victory dance party*
Bro is going for hair treatment there too. YESH!
I've company. Kekeke.

I really hope daddy don't cancel my service there in Manila so i can tweet
and go to facebook. I know i'll die without internet.
*fingers crossed he didnt*

Also, i've watched lady gaga's marry the night video.
I must say i'm really blown away the video.
It's a 13 minute video, it may be longest music video.
But the message and story of what she have been through is what i'm blown away with.
Check the video out. It's totally awesome.

Till here then.
7 days more ! Woooooo..

Toodles:)

2011-12-02T19:07:00.004+08:00

I really miss the old days.

So,i'm going to make this a short post again.
Sorry, but there's alot of things going on my mind and i can't really vent it here.
Hahaha. But it's cool, i'm fine :)
Just a small problem :)
there's stuff you gotta know.

Today, the painters came over to paint the house gate and door.
Beige and dark brown. Like chocolate brown.
It's nice. But the paint stink up the whole house.
Kekeke. Daddy went to the airport to get our confirmation tickets.
Yeah, i'm leaving soon. Can't you believe it, just 8 days.
Time is flying darn fast and i don't knw whether i like it now :/
Anw, i did not get to pack because was resting my precious neck the whole day.
It have been hurting for quite sometime. Boooo hoooo :(

Until here i guess.
I've nothing to post because had not been going out

Have a good weekend guys ^^

Toodles :)

2011-12-01T12:38:00.003+08:00

Somewhere inside of me.

That two days i will always remember dearly. I've really enjoyed myself.
And i'm thankful for the fun and entertaining movies i've watched with
the people i care about :')

So yesterday was my last "spending cash" because i gotta save up for my trip.
Yeah, very excited to go back just to shop. Hahaha.
Okay back to yesterday, the girls wanted to watch Breaking Dawn,
i back out in that since i watch it the previous day.

So in the end, we watched Puss in boots becos i watch it already.
Sorry babes. It's really my fault, don't blame him.
Anw,I didnt plan to watch any movie, so i wore shorts instead of pants.
Damn, i was freezing inside the cinema theatre.
Plus, i didnt bring my jacket. Hahaha.

The movie was also great. Two great movies within two days.
I like it. Puss is super adorable when he did that eye thing.
HAHAHA. After the movie, had to rush home to start packing.
I got lazy in the end and left everything on top my luggage.

Okay, gotta keep on sorting my stuff (:
And and, 9 days more ! Time flies man!

Till next time.

Toodles :)

2011-11-30T13:45:00.003+08:00

Gotta forget.

Hey'yall. I didnot get to update bcos i was out and about.
Catch a movie with my friend whom we did not contact for a very long time.
So this really literally caught be suprised.
So yeah, the movie was great. Got alittle bit gross out bcos i have this fear of blood. Damn, my fear. Hahaha.
After the movie, walk and walk around AMK. Window-shopping to be exact.
So, I saw this liverpool jacket, jersey and waterbottle ,
but it's for men except the bottle. Gosh, i love it.

After that, travelled to Compasspoint to get my drink.
I have been craving for that for a long time. Moved around again then bought my facial wash. Then headed home. Thanks for sending me home.
So yeah, that's practically how my day went yesterday.
It's weird but interesting at the same time.
And i still wonder why.

About today, gonna meet up with my girls.
Sad that rafidah cannot make it. She's going to bandung tomorrow.
They wanna watch breaking dawn today. Won't be watching since i watched it already.
I just miss my friends. Hahaha. It have been a long time since we last met.
Gotta get ready and meet my sister, nadiah ! :D

OMG, 10 more days till i leave :)

Till next time.

Toodles:)

2011-11-28T17:39:00.004+08:00

Emotional wreck

Back again. I didnt get to post yesterday bcos i forgot what i did :\
I was stuck at home for three days and it's killing me.
I want to go out but i'm lazy to move.
So i pretty much lay in bed, sleeping and listening to music.
I'm extremely bored at this point.

So i download this movie, watch it and i find it nice to say the least.
Well, didnot get to catch it when it was release here on Feb.
So i'm a slow in this. Hahaha.

For a start, It's a science fiction movie.
The main character is an alien running away from Mogadorians.
I had to search for the exact name of the villian bcos i can't spell it out.
Sorreyy ! Anyways, the whole movie was just keeping themselves safe
and not being killed by this Mogadorians.
They run and run and hide just in the beginning of the movie.
All in all, It's very entertaining movie.

And and, about yesterday.
I was fricking pissed with one of my "friend".
Seriously, this was my first time almost wanting to flare.
I can list down the reasons why my "friend" is such an ass,
but i rather not Cos right now, I'm cursing and swearing in my mind.
I know it's mean but yesterday was the last straw.
I could not contain it any longer.

Don't tell me what to do every minute of everyday.
You think you know me? Hell NO.
You think I'll tell you my private and personal problems? Are you kidding me.
I know myself better than you so stop telling me what to do in my life.
And i'm speaking from the bottom bottom of my heart, please back off okay?

I would like the peace and quiet i have in my phone.
I rather have that than the other way round.

So that's my ranting for today.
Sorry. And hey, i've written quite a long post.
At least there's one good thing.

Till here.
Have a lovely week guys ^^

Toodles :)

2011-11-26T14:23:00.007+08:00

Happily never after.

Hey yo. It's saturday. Time kinda pass quite fast. Hahaha.
Which i really like, becos it's exactly two weeks till i depart.
I can't wait. Mummy took out all our luggage to the living room.
We're kinda like to pack early in case we forgot our stuff along the way.
Well, different people different thinking ya :)

So like i said, i have absolutely nothing to write about my life.
Sooo... I'm going write about this movie i watched.
Because that's the only amusing thing in my life right now.
Kekeke. Okay, i've watched loads of movies except some horror films.
And i came across this cartoon movie which i adore.

It's How to Train Your Dragon
If you had not catch it, it's a recommended movie.
Rating of this movie from the internet movie database is good.
I just love love love the movie.
Because in this movie Hiccup which was played by Jay Baruchel tries to earn the trust of the night fury name toothless.
Also making a prosthetic tail for toothless so he can fly again.
He cares for the dragon and it's really moves me emotionally.
The movie is funny and i enjoyed it till now.

My absolute favourite character is toothless.
Darn! i wish i have a dragon. Hahaha.
The movie is really really good to my opinion.
Omg, this is like my third time saying on this movie.
But this is just on my opinion :p

I can't wait to catch a movie with my girlfriends on 1 December.
Ohmygod i'm soooooo stoked! Ahhhhhhh !

Okay, gotta move my lazy ass.
Mum ask me clean my room. Later lady boss scold .
Hahaha ! :D

Have a fruitful saturday ! ^^

Toodles (:

2011-11-25T16:19:00.004+08:00

Life makes love look hard.

Hello. Did not blog yesterday bcos i was out with my family.
Finally, we had a family day. Not usual we have this kind of thing.
Our family day is mostly just shopping and stuff.
Indeed i was happy and excited and i enjoyed myself.
It was tiring but fun.

We got to bond yesterday. I'm very very happy we did.
I've got a new hairdryer. Yes! and some knick knacks.
On our way back, saw shirlyn. Sucha small world.
She called me after that. Hahaha.

So today, i've to go to my aunty's place for some prayer for my late grandma.
Well, gotta leave soon anyways.
Well, sorry for the short post.
Like i said, imma lazy ass to type a long and detailed post and besides,
my day was not that interesting anyways.
I'm still a kid, i'm still grounded and i still have curfew to meet.
There's nothing interesting for me to explore.
Soon perhaps like two years time?
But I like it this way. I love how my life is right now.
It feels goooooooooooooooood :)

And and, i'm turning seventeen in less than two months. I'm so excited.
When i think of seventeen, i think of edward cullen. Hahaha.
The irony of it. Well, that's beside the point.

Okay, have a lovely weekend ^^

Toodles :)

2011-11-23T15:32:00.004+08:00

THE SKIES ARE CRYING.

I'm going to make this a very short one.
Well, i'm lazy to blog and i think i'm tired of typing. Haha. Sorry.
The weather is so tempting for me to catch some snooze.
By then when i want to blog, i'm not in the right state of mind.
Hehe.

I havent left for manila yet... but soon i will.
Date for our departure here in s'pore will be on 10 Dec.
At least two more weeks then i'll be on my way.
Arrival back here, daddy let me decide when we're coming back.
HE ARGREED ON THE DATE! OH THE JOY!

Well, it's gonna be a very very later date.
The longest i've stayed perhaps?
Yea, pretty much going to enjoy my holiday there like everytime i go there.
It's going to be kinda boring when my family don't go shopping.
But i'll try to make good use to it.

Alright. I hope i kept my words of making it short.
This is the shortest i can go so far, well, to say the least :p

toodles :P

P.S And remember bring an umbrella with you when you're out.
The weather here is atrocious but cooling at the same time.

2011-11-21T17:20:00.005+08:00

Loads of question left unanswered.

So yesterday was my mummy birthday.
Waited for daddy till 9plus just to celebrate.
Mummy blew the candles and we ate dinner.
There was something upsetting/depressing that happened that i can't say.
Sigh. I just feel bad for my mum :'(
But anyways, i hope mummy had a good birthday.

Today, what have i done? Well,I'm starting to pack my stuff to Manila.
WOOOOOO ! It's confirmed, i'm not bringing my laptop.
So i won't blog, tweet, tumblr or go into facebook for a very very long time.
WARNING : This blog will be dead soon.
Sorry but i feel lazy updating there.
If daddy never cuts my line when we reach to Manila.
I might tweet a little. Or tumblr. Heehee ^^
So i've done alittle packing of my clothes.
And stuff i want to leave it there.
I realise i really have a lot of stuff. Ohmygawd.
That's why my mum keep nagging at me.

And and, this morning i watched the encore match between Chelsea and Liverpool.
My brother did not know i was a into soccer matches and a big supporter of liverpool. Heehee ^^
Me and my dad love to watch soccer matches when he is free.
But when he is not, it will be just me :)
HAHAHAHAHA. But i love it :'>

Well, gonna continue to look for treasure in my room.

Toodles :)

2011-11-20T15:47:00.004+08:00

Don't hold yourself back.

It's my mummy's birthday today.
Happy Birthday mum! I love you truck loads :')
She's the best in everything she does to raise me up.
My mum n dad is the most important people in my life.
Heehee.

Well, my mum is not a big fan in having a big birthday bash.
She is more to eating with the family, yupp, just us 4.
Me,my dad, my bro and mum. It's very simple really.
She's rather down-to-earth. Hee. ^^

There's strawberry cake she baked early morning.
Well, i wanted to bake but there's this strict rule that i can't touch the oven.
I guess she'll think i might spoil it. Oopps, my bad :/
But i did remember to buy her a present tho.

So today, gonna celebrate with daddy when he get back home.
That is what the birthday girl wants: dad to be home.
That is what she'll gets.
I admire mum and dad love. So cute ^^

Have a good week ahead(:

Toodles

2011-11-18T17:10:00.003+08:00

Until we meet again.

Hey'yall. I'm back home after spending my whole morning outside.
I went out with shirlyn and Leo. I accompany both of them to where they gonna work.
Kind of jealous that they can work while i can't.
Urghhh. Not because i can't work, its because i keep on travelling.
And thats why i don't have the time to work. Very upsetting but free.

So the only money i can earn and claim from is from my big daddy.
And most of the time he is at work and i dont see him that often.
But hopefully next year.

I'm downloading iception to my iphone so i can watch it when i'm bored.
I heard its a good movie. Ratings about this movie is also good. Hope it is :)
I keep on watching movies because i love it.
It sometimes improve my vocab in that way, i dont think on my grammer.
Well, that sucks :/

I'll be leaving soon enough. I might not want to bring my lappy there.
Kind of heavy and i no longer intend to use my broadband there in Manila.
Sigh, last year, i was so stoked in buying the Internet there just to talk.
The things i do for love :/
It have gone to waste. It sucks.

My girlfriends plan to web cam and skype with me when i'm there.
I'm afraid i won't want that anymore. Sorry gals.
I rather spend time alone and confine myself in my room.
Watching sad movies and eating my favourite take-out meal.
And not forgetting, shopping to my favourite mall, Greenhills.
That's how i want to celebrate and spend my time in manila.

A runaway from my life here, i guess.
Damn, i'm getting too emotional.
I hate it when i'm like this. *slap my face*
Okay, i'll go now. Bye.
Sorry for my constant ranting about life.
Hahahaha. My bad :/

Toodles :)

2011-11-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

Another world.

Dang, it's already the 17th?
That was fast. Before i know it, i'll be on a plane back to Manila.
Kekekeke. One of my friend have left for Bali.
Awww. Sad, i'm going to miss her.

And another of my friend gonna go soon.
All of them are leaving. Well, i'm also but next month :)
YAY! But my lifestyle there has to change. Urgh.
But nevermind. Gonna miss here for awhile.

So today, went to collect my baseball jacket from emily.
We talked and talked. then met shirlyn at HG mall.
Shop for mummy's birthday present then ate ice cream after sooooooo long :)
Well, i've nothing interest to share.
My life is boring and that's how i live life.

Toodles.

2011-11-16T20:04:00.007+08:00

Kailangan ko ikaw.

Hello there. Mum and dad are outside discussing on what date we're leaving for Manila.
Well, we gotta get back early because i've my hospital appointment clashing.
Oh well. There goes for a longer holiday. But it's alright.
Will be back nearing January like that.

Like i said, this holiday will be a little different.
I won't rush to get and buy internet there.
I won't have to worry about anything.
I'm going to let loose and be free for awhile.
And and, the year is almost coming to an end.

Awww ! It's too fast. Dang it !
Christmas is also coming. Ohmy, the presents i'll receive!
Can't wait ! Shopping and doing something different with my hair.
A new hair do for 2012.
I might not want to be online there anymore because i've no reason to anymore.

Hahaha. Before i forget, the deal i made with my close friends.
Well, it was a private thing but now since the year is almost ending i might share it. And i pretty keep up with the deal.

I made a deal with 6 of my closest friends that i would not have a boyf
till 2011 finishes. I can't like or date anyone from class or outside.
If i do break it, i'll have to treat them Swensen or seoul garden or whatever they fancy till the day i break.

Harsh.It was rather a childish thing but it did stop me from having a boyf
and concerntrating my studies. So it was rather a good childish thing.
So the year is ending and the deal will be off.I've save alot my yusof ishak! MUAHAHAHAHAHA !
But i think i'll stay like this for awhile more, i guess.
I kinda like it (:

Toodles :)

2011-11-15T12:46:00.004+08:00

I had the time of my life with them

Aloha everybody. I just woke up after a 3 hours sleep.
Tried to NOT sleep at the chalet, i guess it FAILED. I slept like a wild boar.
Speaking about my sleeping. I guess i have this weird sleeping procedure.
I cover my whole body with the blanket just to sleep.
I guess it freak out Nafis the most.
Sorry ya. Hahahaha. It was damn hilarious.
I guess that's how i sleep. It's weird i know.
But it's unique i guess! :)

So i swam, ate delicious food made by my friends.
Gossip around and get to go out around 11plus close to midnight.
Never did that before. GAAAHHH!
It was the best chalet i've been to. It was worth it.

And and, i'm leaving for the philippines again.
Maybe on the early December.
A little time for me to forget what's here and leave it there.

I've never really forgotten. Becos I can't.

2011-11-13T19:54:00.005+08:00

Me, myself and time

YESTERDAY
Hey hey.
So i didnt get to blog yesterday because emily and shirlyn came over to my place.
I nearly fell asleep while waiting for this two girls.
So they came around 5plus? Then it was business time.

Really had a great and fun time.
They stayed over for dinner with my family.
Hahaha. They drank one full bottle of orange juice.
Then they used my lappy to do the BBQ stuff that they wanted to buy.
Played korean songs. Blah blah blah.

Then around 7.50pm, we headed out to Rivervale Mall. Went to shop with them.
I died of laughter because Emily.
You just can't imagine what she did at Diaso.
Hahaha. Reached home around 9plus.

TODAY.

So my mornings was just as per normal.
Headed out to meet lyn and emily.
Actually wanted to go Tampines GIANT.
Then changed of plans. We headed to Hougang.
Bought all the stuff and played pool.

It have been like a 2 years since i last played.
The last time i played with was with Nianqi.
Urgh, i suck at it now. I cannot even hit.
Damn.

So that's pretty much my day today and yesterday.
Kinda boring post, just posting about my day and the peeps i hanged out with.
And and, CLASS CHALET tomorrow. YAY. Staying there for the night. It's all good.

So ya, that's pretty much it.

Toodles :)

2011-11-11T17:21:00.005+08:00

Light up the world with your smile :)

My horoscope taken from tumblr :

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid.. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times.. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

Today, i'm super extremely bored.
Wrestle with my brother to pass the time.
Got exhausted so i'm back here, posting this post.
Today, i got to do my morning workout.
Some crunches, sit ups and leg raises exercise for half an hour.
Gotta get in shape again :)

Yupp, so up till the day i leave for the Philippines.
Gonna do my morning workout.
And if my brother gets to wake up early, might go a jog with him.
Yay. One problem, i'm beginning to eat alot.
For lunch i ate two chicken burgers.
OMG. I need to self discipline myself. Urgh.
That's the plan :) and also catch up on my studies.

Okay. till here then.
I think i want to disturb my brother now.
Till next time.

Toodles :)

2011-11-10T18:47:00.004+08:00

Shh, it's our secret remember?

See how pathetically long my hair was before.
Why did i freaking cut my long hair?! WHY?
Oh wait, i remember, i was depress over my past.
Ohmmygawd, i was toooooooooo dumb to dwell over my freaking past.
But I'm good now, back to my normal happy-go-lucky self.

To me, i talk way too much and i'm sure people are irritated.
Oopps, my bad.
When i was young, i was the shy type who didnot want to speak up.
My primary school report book also prove that i was quiet.
Yeah, but i was rather more involve to my CCA.
Athletic/track and Field and tap dancing.
Yup, tap dancing. Don't believe it? well believe it.

So when did i get all hype up and started talking like there's no tomorrow.
On 18 JANUARY 2010 ! My birthday !
I still remember, i carried this yellow tube miss ng gave me to do.
Then i got this "brilliant idea" a paper microphone.
So i began talking thru it to make this loud noise.
I dance and i sing in class with it , outside class. practically everywhere.

I pretty get my insane character from there.
So till now i can't shut my mouth. Mum also called me annoying!
Bro say i just can't shut the hell up.
Haha. When i was not at home/away from camp,
they miss me because the house was so quiet.
Awwwww ! I feel you my beloved family!

Yup, i'm insane.
I'm crazy. That's what drives guys away from me !
Which is alright !I don't need the attention anyways :)
I'm happy now ! Wanna see ?
:D :D :D :D :D :D ( X infinite)

Hahaha. alright. Ending here.
I can't wait for the class chalet. Whoop whoop ! :D

Toodles :)

2011-11-09T17:18:00.004+08:00

I hope you find it, what you are looking

for :)

Hello. I've just came back after eating with my peeps.
Yeah, shared a lot of stuff.
Stuff that i've forgotten but it came up as a topic.
Damn it! Urgh.

I just don't get it. Why was it so hard.
I question myself alot of times.
Yes, i do have mistakes and i think you were one of it :/
This is my honest opinion and i don't lie.
I laughed to myself sometimes on my past.
I was young and foolish. I've learn my darn lesson.
And i would never ever ever make that mistake again.

Because I'm happy now with my great and awesome girlfriends.
They're super duper awezummm ! :D
I'm surrounded my great friends and i'm thankful for that

Here is a pic of some of my friends, the rest are not in the pic :/

Wait wait! I miss my famine camp group ! Lesotho, Tholo !

Toodles:D

2011-11-08T16:18:00.006+08:00

Just shut your trap.

So yesterday, me, my brother and mum went to my aunt's place.
Yea, i didn't enjoyed it. Loads of contradicting and comparison.
Gosh, it drives me mad.
No, don't get me wrong, i respect my relatives, i do.
They're still my family and i respect them.
Sometimes that respect will turn into something nasty.

Okay, there's loads of conversations that happen that me and my brother encounter
with our aunts and uncles. But I'm gonna tell one.

Well, i don't like them being all mean to my brother.
My uncle asked about what stream we were. I was normal express(NE) and my bro was NA
Then my uncle told my brother;
"why are you in normal academic? See your sister is in normal express"
Okay, that's something you won't want to hear.
I was shock because, none in my family never spoke a word about that.
My brother just kept quiet. And my heart just sank. I'm no better.

But honestly, my brother is way way way smarter than me, hands down.
He pretty much score higher than me in PSLE. So all that my uncle say; BULLSHIT.
He don't know what his talking about. Like my cousins are doing any better -.-
I told my brother to forget it and just continue beating me in English :D

Well, there's homework to be done.
I'm all tired and worn out.
Bro wants to buy his suspension bicycle. Gotta accompany him.

Toodles (:

2011-11-07T13:19:00.003+08:00

Expect the unexpected.

Hello. I'm up early and using my laptop.
Kinda bored at home right now. Urgh.
Nothing much to do anyways.
So I'm gonna watch alot of last time movies alone.

And and, for the first time in my 16 years of existence i had a nose bleed.
It gave me a shock when my tissue had blood after i blew my nose.
Well, i got to experience having nose bleed.

Also, i've been loving this youtube channel, realitychangers.
Ohmygosh, i love their videos. Eliana is really adorable.
I love their channel alot and i pretty much watch their whole videos.
Check it out ya.

Headstart again tomorrow. Hmm..
1 hour per lesson. I don't know how should i feel about it :/

Well, toodles (:

2011-11-06T16:12:00.009+08:00

At the end of the day, you're still going to be alone.

Hello there. It's Hari Raya Haji ! (:
Last time it used to be on a later November if i'm not mistaken.
Hmm.. I'm learning slowly ya :D

So today, i cleared my dressing table and cleared my long table in my room.
I admit, i'm a girl who owned a messy room.
Well, it's not that bad. It's juat my stuff is everywhere in my room.
My mum also can't take it. Haha.

So yeah, threw alot of stuff. bringing back alot of my jewelery to Manila.
And and, i download dear john to my iphone.
I'm gonna watch it alone in my room.
Mum is busy and bro is occupying my bed.
Till here, i've gotta shoo my brother out of my room
and it won't be fun. Hahaha.

Before i go, it's me and shirlyn friendship day !
1 year and 8 months of being friends :D
Well, we exchange messages. *jump up and down*

Every 6 of every month, me and my bestfriend celebrate this date.
I don't know how we got close but we just click and became bestfriend.
She's funny and like to tease me which is perfectly fine with me :)
She threaten to send me to the institute of mental health(IMH)
because i was overly insane. Hahaha. Well, i am if you knew me.
We're sooooo different in many ways.
But lately, we grew apart for awhile. Well, to be continued ..... :P

Toodles :)

Have a fruitful week :D

2011-11-05T16:57:00.006+08:00

Maybe is a vicious little word that can slay

me

It's the eve of Hari Raya Haji.
Then tomorrow's is the actually day.
No, my relatives are not holding any celebration.
And no, we're not gonna slaughter kambing.
We used to do that at Batam with few of my relatives.
Even if they do have a celebration, they'll exclude us.
It's kinda sad tho.

I really don't know the main purpose but i always think because my family is mix.
That's what i feel. I hate their stares at me, my bro and my mum.
I kinda feel insecure.
I'm proud to be mix and i'm proud to have a mum who is a filipino.
But oh well, they're still my family.
And i've gotta respect them.

Also, i don't know why but i do hate it sometimes when people say filipinos are maids.
Yeaah,i've been joke/called with that word. It sad because not all are maids okay!
And and, i do have people telling me to go back philippines.
And that happen a all time ago but excuse me, i was born and brought up in Singapore.
This thing gets me a little mad, something i can't explain.
And i love my mother's side family. Even i don't get to see them often, when we're there, they make me and my bro feel at home.
And i love them alot :)

So anyways ,tomorrow i'm gonna spend my sunday with mummy and bro watching movies on Miotv.
Yupp, that's the plan.

Have a good weekend ahead :)

Toodles. :)

2011-11-04T18:41:00.007+08:00

I never grew up

I love my brother !

Hello people ! :D
I'm back from 2 grueling hours of DNT
Friends said it was manageable.
I find it okay, there is doubts that i might drop a grade down.
I don't know. Hope i could at least get a B3 for my D&T.
Anyways it's over. No use crying over it.

Haha. So i text my friends on the D&T paper.
Gosh, my heart nearly dropped when Afiq told me he forgot that the paper was today.
My friends caught my surprise look. Haha.
He was kidding. Shocker of the day.

After the paper, headed to compass and nomnom on chicken.
Yummeehhh ! Finger licking good :D
Laugh loads with my girlfriends. AWESOME ! :D
Headed home with amalina around 6.30plus.
HAHAHA, amalina was another shocker of the day.

She asked me something.
And it gave me a big big shock.
I thought it was not obvious but it was to some people.
kwangkwangkwang. Its okay, its alright.
My acting skill have to upgrade a little bit.HAHAHAHA !:D

Well, i slurping my papaya shake. papaya goodness !
Now my breath smell like vomit.
Tomorrow is a new day ! YAY !:D

Toodles.

2011-11-02T19:01:00.006+08:00

It's true that we don't know what we've

got until we lose it.

Hello. So D&T lessons ends today.
Kinda sad, not gonna see or listen to Mr Chong.
One of my favourite and entertaining teacher in class.
Sadly, today i couldnot concerntrate.
My head was spinning like a roller-coaster.
WOOOOAAAHHH !

Headed home straight, need some sleep and i did get my sleep!
2 hours power nap and i'm fully awake now.
Gonna use my time to study D&T.
Having the hang of design questions already.
YAY! I think i have nothing better to talk about than school.
That's how boring my life is. But oh well, i'm still loving it.

Being alone is something i like already.
I mean i'm free to do what i want. I kinda enjoy it now.
Hahaha.
Also, i was cleaning my cupboard and some of my boxes and i found some memories in there. Awwww. Hahaha.
Yea, fond memories ya. Well, i'll still gonna keep it anyways :)

And and, the year is almost up, soon its gonna be 2012 !
I'm turning 17 years old soon ! Just 3 more months. YAY ! :D

2011-10-31T14:57:00.002+08:00

DAY 1 OF HEADSTART

It's a Monday and there's still school !
But nevermind, it's for our O'Level; so what the heck.
Okay, i think i have issue with time.
Headstart starts at 7.45am. Normal school time is at 7.30am.
I think i got mixed up with the timing and i came to school at the usual school time.
I arrived at 7.10am. No one from my class was at the quadrangle. Kwang kwang.
Maybe that's what i get for being toooooooooo early.

First day of headstart and i came home half dead.
Well, this will carry on till next week. Ohmy.
1 hour per lesson. Hmmm.
I'm tired and my eyes are closing .

Ohyea, mr chong talked about sleep.
Well, different people have different hours of sleep they need.
I need 10 hours of sleep and i don't know about the 5 hour nap thing.
If i'm not wrong. Nevermind, i'll do my research :D

Tomorrow's another day .

Toodles :D

2011-10-30T17:05:00.004+08:00

THINK.

Hello. I'm back again.
So, the weekend past really fast.
Tomorrow, i'm having classes.
O'Level are coming, well, this friday anyways.
Thats fast. Been going thru structures and design questions.
Had not start on mechanisms and electronics.
Gonna start on that soon. hmm..
So today, went out with mummy and my brother to buy kitchen appliances.
Sent our old blender back to Manila.

Loads of boxes are coming into our house for the past 2 weeks.
Yea, mum is sending our stuff back to Manila.
Reminder that mummy kept telling me was that when my dad retires,
he wants to be back in Manila.
But he wants us to be in S'pore till we finish our studies.
And and, i'll be flying there again to see my mother's side family.
YAYNESS ! Can't wait.
Shopping will be my forte there.

Ohyea, perming my hair nearing christmas day. YAY!
Nope, i don't celebrate christmas, i just join the fun since my mum's family is catholic.
Made loads of plans there and i can't wait.
Mabuhay Pilipinas ! :D
Hahaha.

But i know one thing, that this trip is a different one.
I still remember about my last year trip back. Yea, fond memories ya.
Well, it's different now.

Toodles :D

2011-10-28T15:08:00.005+08:00

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything
they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

Today was our "supposed" last day of school for this year !
YAY!
But for my class, it's not over yet.
Loads of classes and an important exam coming.

Today, school was much more interesting.
It was fun and all. I enjoyed myself.
Last part of school, Miss Ng told us that she's leaving the school.
I cried just seeing the vid she made.
I'm gonna miss her because she taught and advice me in alot of things.
She had faith in me in my studies when i was still a wreak, and never gave up in me.
She's great and that's something some don't see in her.

Yea, that's all i guess.

Toodles ! :D

2011-10-27T16:03:00.005+08:00

You can't live your life for other people.

You've got to do what's right for you.

Hey, back from school. Tiring day for me.
Okay, let's start from the beginning of my day.

So i went to school alone because bro had council duty.
I caught him outside of school with his friends. Damdamdam.
Yea, then my bro just showered me with his explaination.
So whatever, it's his life anyway.

Anyways, after flag raising and the announcement.
Rushed to the art room. Gosh, i don't like mrs lee.
She drives me nuts.
I am here trying to do my duty, there she is nagging and not letting me do my duty.
When i never come for my CCA, she complains.
When i come, she nags and nags.
What is worse, she don't know my name and i think she forget i am the president of Art Council.
She calls me "errrr..." to get my attention. "Fantastic"

So had PH experience.
Nearly got angry at one of the members bcos no one was mending the machine
and the primary school students kept touching it.
I nearly died because of that. Nah just kidding.

So after the PH experience, went to assist with the PRIDE Panels.
Made new secondary 1 friends.
I laughed till i teared with them. Gosh, they're funny.
I was in 1N1 assisting my brother.
I helped this group, they kept talking to me about Mr Ng, my maths teacher.
Their CCA teacher. They didnt know that he is my maths teacher.
After they finished their talking, i told them that he was my teacher.
Then they gave this cheeky smile. Hahaha. So cute.

They ask me what class i am. I told them, then they spoke to me about my ex-boyf who was in my class. So they talktalk like i cannot hear like that.
Haha. But they are really a cute bunch of students.

Yeap, that's how i am for today. Having a headache since this morning.
Damn, it hurts and i cannot think properly. My headache destroys my mood. GRRR.
But I tried my best to cover up my mood with a smile and cheerfulness. Yeaaahh!

Toodles :D

2011-10-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

Blah Blah Blah.

Just got back from school.
I ate lunch with my best friend at koufu.
Nearly got splashed by coffee, gladly did not stained my uniform.
Hahahaha.Praise to my ninja skill.
So in class today, we pretty much slack during lessons.
Well, except for D&T class where Mr Chong just lecture and i just listen.
I think i took a nap for a millisecond. Keke. I was tired.

So after school, met with my art council teacher to take stuff and get instructed on what to do.
It was so last minute that she put me in supervisory role.
Well, i pretty much had to supervise my juniors on what to do, take attendence and distribute stuff. Yupp, supervise.
Same like how i did it last year but different. Haha. *peace*

And and, i've got a parent teacher meeting form.
Yea, i'm happy bcos its not the advancement form which i got last yr.
Sad because i didnt do exceptionally well, it's not well done.
But i'll keep trying to improve it.
Yeahhh.

K till here. Getting woozy, i think i wanna nap for awhile :D

Toodles:D

2011-10-24T16:40:00.003+08:00

If it's meant to be, it will happen :)

Meet my classmates, i had to snapshot my class picture becos my friend hadnot scan it yet. Haha :D
Just a picture of my life. Whoop whoop :D

Hey, had no school today because it was promotion day.
So whoopie. Didnt have the most productive day today.
I just spent my whole day on the laptop.
Yup, that's how bored i am.
D&T Olevel is coming and i havent even start on my revision.
Maybe i might start after i post this. Hahaha.

Ohyea, today's my classmate birthday!
Happy birthday Amalina ! You're finally old like me!
Kekeke!

The year is ending fairly fast.
Now is October. Coming to the end of October to be exact.
That's fast. Just 2 more months till the new year kicks it.
Everything will be new, i guess or maybe a continuation of a disaster.
Damdamdam! I shall end here.
I'm watching 500 days of summer thru my iphone.
Heard it was a good movie. heehee.

toodles.

2011-10-23T13:25:00.003+08:00

Eff you sea kay why oh you

I've been MIA for quite awhile. Well its just a few day.
Hehe. There's nothing interesting about my life.
I lead a life where my parents nag and
my brother scaring me in any way possible.
Speaking of my bro, he kept talking about Paranormal Activity 3.
He watched the trailer and he is not freak out.
Whereas i, he ask me to watch it well, i didnt.
Becos I am 101% positive i won't sleep.
And that's only the trailer not the full movie. Gaaaahhh !
Haha.

Okay, alot of stuff is bugging me and i really hate it.
Because some case i am able to control my temper and
some case i really want to flare up but i can't because i am that kind of person.
I can handle alot of bullshits once in a while. I really do.
But don't take those advantage and push me to my limits.
Because that won't be pretty for you and me.
Yea, you may see me a weak person who you can pick on.
But when you test my patience, it ain't pretty.
Yea, that's what is bugging me for quite a long time.
It sucks not to stand up for yourself because you're afraid to.
Because i am that kind of person when you don't push me to my limits.

So enough of that, i've spend my weekends watching some good movies.
It makes the time flies very very fast. So i've watched those movies,
i saved my yusof ishak ($$) for something else. BOO YA ! :D
alright then. GTG. Watching pretty little liars.

toodles

2011-10-20T16:04:00.003+08:00

Remember me.

Been watching this thru my phone. Quite nice to say the least.
Lucy Hale is inside the movie! Coolio!
But in my opinion the story plot is kinda dry.
Watch it and you may get what i'm trying to say.
Kekeke!

After school, me,shirlyn and my two closest friends heade down to compasspoint
for lunch. Yummeeehhh! I'm gaining weight again.
YAY! My doctor is not gonna talk about my weight when i visit.
My height? Still the same! I'm still freaking short. GRRRRR !
How frustrating.
Took bus home with peeps, kept laughing along the way.
Haha, i enjoy my time with them.

My two closest friends, nad and fid, can see right thru me.
I mean there is one thing i was hiding from them.
I never told my bestfriend or my friends. But they knew.
I was not being predictable but they knew it. Gosshhh!
That was not supposed to happen. But it did so oh well.
They knew. Nothing to fuss about.

My result is still bad.
My Combined Human is improving.
I have moved out from the 20-30 plus range.
Now i'm into the 40 plus percent range.
Which is kinda a good improvement for me.
But the promotion thingy is freaking me out.
I dont know whether i can make it.
It's some scary shit. I don't feel like saying much about it.
It's just dampened my mood even more.
How sad...

Gonna take a nap ! My eyes are shutting.

Toodles.

2011-10-19T18:33:00.003+08:00

When i look at you.

Okay, my teachers nowadays keep showing to us clips and videos that freak me out.
Yesterday was about the 2 year old girl.
Now, during english lesson.
Miss Wati showed us this movie about Hilter time.
If i'm not wrong its the pianoist. If i am not wrong.
Well, i did not really give a damn about the title.
It was quite horrifying for me to see that.
Killing people for their amusement. So immature.

After school, had first aid course.
Pictures of accidents and incidents were shown.
I obviously freak out. Didnot like the sight of it.
After that, it was pouring hard.
My closest friends, nad and fid waited for me.
AWWW ! So sweet of them. They're awesome.

Had a late lunch with them.
Talk loads of stuff then went our separate ways.
Okay, just filling this space.

Tomorrow is another day of schooling.

Toodles ! :D

2011-10-18T18:31:00.005+08:00

I dare you to challenge me.

I've gotta share this.
I've watch this video on a 2 year old girl that was ramped by 2 vehicle and no one helped. situated at China
Seriously, i was freaking mad at the passerby who didnot help the little girl.
18 passerby! Imagine that 18 souless and heartless people who didnot help.
Walk pass her somemore, don't even want to help.
Is she that invisible to you? Hello? Check your f**king eyes can?
I think you're f**king blind.
It clearly tells me alot of impression as an outsider on them.
WHY?! Must you wait for someone to make a move? No initiative?
All in all, the video is really heart breaking.
I could not even bear to watch it the second time.

So class was alright today. It's still the same like any other day.
Except today had this fire drill.
So that means, we have to assemble at the school field.
As like any other fire drill, we were not panicking because we know it was all a drill.
We had to sit on the ground. I got so bored, i began to pluck the grass.
And with the heat shining down on me, i felt like i was in an oven.

MY BFF ! She rocks my world :D

After school, accompany my bestfriend to see a doctor.
Haha. Waited quite a while then finally she saw the doctor. Yay!!
Be a good girl and eat your meds :D

Till here, i'm still upset and dwelling about the video abt the girl.
Boo bye :(

2011-10-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

Someone like you.

So in the morning, met up with Emily for breakfast as usual i'm late.
I reach there around 7.40plus? So nom nom on my breakfast then headed to sch.
Yea, not gonna complain about school because i'm definitely sure that when school
is over, i'll miss it.
So shut my mouth and throw away the key.

School was as per normal. Tiring and i was almost dozing off.
But the only way to keep myself awake was to be hyper active.
I don't know why, but its just who i am.
So that carry on till malay lesson.
It died down during Social studies because was darn nervous.
But i did well than i expected.

Yea, then went for meeting at the art studio.
Had to do the secondary 1 pride panels this year again without my batch around :(

Lately, I've been watching teevee shows alone. I watch ghost stories also alone,
bro didnot want to accompany me because he claim he was "BUSY"
I nearly died watching it alone! Okay, enough of it. Gonna take a nap.

Till next time. Toodles.

2011-10-16T18:24:00.004+08:00

Barefoot Cinderella.

There's school tomorrow. Ohmy! That means results!
Damdamdam! I'm super duper afraid now.
It's soooooo scary mary.
Arggggghhhh. I hope i see an improvement in my work.
That's the only thing i'm looking for.
Baby steps i guess to reach the top.
I just leave it till tomorrow. This feelings is killing my Sunday mood.

So yea, the whole of saturday, i've been sleeping.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
The whole day i'm flat on my bed. Listening to music.
Watching to some drama and then back to sleep.
I know, i live a boring life.
I have to admit that. There is no spice in my life.
No excitement, no drama. It all died down which i'm glad.
No more distraction. Just me.
Forever alone ! hahaha. Yea!

For Sunday, it was the same.
Help daddy with his laptop and downloading itunes.. etc.
I've spent the whole day watching Big Time Rush.
Ohmy, Logan is freakin' amazing and cute.
TROLOLOL-ing in my room alone watching. Yet again, forever alone!
Gaaaaaah ! :D Bro didnt want to watch with me:(

Ohhh, by the way, look what we did in madrasah on satuday. Cute huh :D

If you have notice, I've type out quite a long post.
I don't know what is going on with me and my system.
It's going haywire. HELP.

Toodles :D

2011-10-14T18:28:00.003+08:00

I never see a full moon before.

Back from a shopping trip with my friends.
Emily, shirlyn and Amalina.
So we met up at compass. Then Amal told me and lyn, Nafis's grandma died.
Didnot know. So my condolence to him and his family.
I guess i know how it feels. I loss my grandma not long ago.
Just be strong.

K back to the story. Went to 313somerset and head to the forever21.
Didnot get the beanie that i wanted. So upsetting.
Then we head to H&M. I found somewhat that i wanted.
So i bought it. Yay !

Then headed down to scape, had flea market there. It was greeeeeaat.
Bought myself a new pair of shorts. Cool!
Then headed to macdonalds to nom nom on food.
Then decided to go to bugis.
So train all the way there.
Blah blah blah, then my legs were dying !
Too tired. So headed home. *yaaawwwn*
But all in all, i enjoyed myself. Loads of laughter.

Stuff i purchase. Kaching !

Tomorrow, having madrasah. Oh no !

2011-10-13T15:41:00.003+08:00

INSIDE MY UNIVERSE

Hello ! Back from school since 12plus.
Had malay listening compre today.
But first we had to wait for my class to finish their Amaths paper.
So me, fidd and zulaika head to canteen to nomnom on food.
Then we got bored then headed to library.
It was an hour 45 min paper, we did not know what to do.

So we were in the library.
Zulaika was reading breaking dawn.
Fidd was reading national geographic
ME? i was reading Singapore true ghost story book 2 !
LOL. Yea, i didnt know there was such a book in the library.
I didnt get freak out or anything.
The stories are lame.
Thats coming from me who freaks out easily.
I felt like sleeping on the sofa at the library but didnt bcos you can't.

Yea, thats the part where we got bored.
Head to foyer and me and fidd was listening to songs thru my phone.
Ohyeaaaa, after that headed to canteen to nomnom again.
Had malay listening, then headed to compass.

HOME SWEET HOME AFTER THAT.
wanting to head to forever21.
My cravings . ARRGGGHH ! Haha.
Alright. Gonna nap. Till next time.

My bestfriend is sick, i wish her well :)
toodles :D

2011-10-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

You've gotta believe.

I just ended my physic paper with a sad and depressing face.
Damn, i could not do it. It was by far the hardest. Grr.
But nevermind, it's already over.
I just hope i do well for my other papers.
By doing well i mean, i see an improvement in my work.
Pretty please :(

So tomorrow, having malay listening compre.
My last malay paper to push up my malay grades up.
I really want to promote to secondary 5.
Grrr.. Sigh, thinking about it makes me sad.
What if i didnt do well ! Goshh :(
K, i won't blabber about this here.
Boooo bye.

2011-10-09T16:41:00.001+08:00

I'll smile :)

Alright, i've been studying and doing my notes since Friday.
Guess what? I dont understand some of the chapter. This is soooo my weekend -.-
Exams will be ending this week so i'm still not looking forward towards it yet bcos of exams and stuff.
Yea, that's the story of a student.
My head and brain is just being rebelious.
It just won't absorb anything.
I'll try my best to memorize some.
I hope i do. Nyeh.

My back also giving me problems.
What gives? Sigh. Get well soon, back.
If you ache like no one business,
I'm going to suffer the pain with you.
Yknw wat, nvm, i'll ask my mummy massage me. Ohhh yeaaaa ~

Toddles

2011-10-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

I did not change. I am still the same person
but with a different hairstyle

Hey hey! I guess i miss my long hair too much.

Had Social studies exam today.
END OF YEAR EXAMS! Can you believe it?
Still taking EOY! So frustrating yknow.
Hahaha. So the exam was alright.
After the paper, went to eat breakfast with fidd.
Talk and talk and talk about stuff.

Went to check out some beanie beret.
Could not them, might be going to forever21 to check some out.
Nyehe. Gotta save some cash to enjoy my holiday at Manila again.
But nevermind, shopping is my forte ya.
Like the saying goes, SHOP TILL YOU DROP.
Might be coming back singapore earlier than i expected bcos of hospital stuff in S'pore. Blah blah blah.
Having loads of test on my heart.
Crazy la ! The doctor joked with me, "ya, check your heart whether its broken."

Till here, wanna study soon i guess. WOooooooo !:D

2011-10-06T16:20:00.001+08:00

A story that has no ending

Hey, actually was'nt suppose to blog but i think i need to.
This morning, when i was at school,
Emily told me Steve Jobs died.
Ohmygod, i think i felt my heart sank.
For me, He left at such a young age.

It such a pity he died. Is apple gonna extinct and be taken over by android?
Hmmm... Fid and nadiah was talking about that when we otw home.

I feel sad that he is gone bcos his creation inspire me.
His life story too. A super duper great loss :( siggggghhh.

Alright gonna study now and dwell about it later. Bye.
And here is a pic of him in the apple website. He is miss dearly .

2011-10-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

Time goes by, without stopping

Hey hey. English exam is over.
It was alright. Quite difficult to say the least. Passage A Qn was hard to answer. Passage B also. I spend around 55mins on summary. I didnt have much time on compre. Crraaap! But i tried to finish some. I think my answers are crappy. Fingers crossed for a good pass for english.

Paper 1 for english was dreadful. My hands still feel numb after those writing. Finally, for the first time, i never wrote a story that leads to death.
Spend more than 50 mins on situational writing. Also had little time on compo. Madness. Just hope for the best.

Tomorrow paper for me will be mother tongue, MALAY. The language i find it difficult to pass. How crappy is that.
Oh well, gonna try my best then. Jiayou!

Toodles

2011-10-02T14:57:00.009+08:00

Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together.

Okay, so have been revising on malay peribahasa and some proverbs.
Touch a bit on social studies and mathematics.
Sometimes i feel vunerable that i might not make it this year.
Okay, *pui,pui* it's not going happen.
So yea, i'll continue my revision after blogging.

Ohyea, while i was searching thru my lappy photos, stumbled into my past pic of myself and brother . Look at how we've grown. Btw, I was TROLOLOLOL-ing in my room seeing this.

Look at how chubby my little bro was!

EVIDENCE! I used to be taller than my brother ! Emphasize on the word USED TO.

From that to this

Yea, pictures with my long hair not with my short hair, but it's still the same person right. Nyeheheheh !

2011-10-01T16:12:00.006+08:00

A CHANGE.

Yup, it's october alright.
Yeah, life has been good and rocky sometimes but i'll handle it.
Time flies like a speeding train. Now it's october.
Woaaaaahh!
some other stuff that i did'not want much to remember.
Nyeh. Okay, fast forward. >>>>>>>

English exam is on Monday. DamDamDam!
Gonna learn some words to spice up my composition.
Hahaha. Also some idioms and proverbs that will be nice.
Also going thru Mr Kang paper he gave us when Miss Wati was not around.
Tenses and vocab gotta work on that. Whoopie.

For malay, i'm going thru peribahasa already and some frasa berbunga.
To let my composition have some life, my whole compo for malay is like a dead fish.
Yea, that's how bad i am in malay but i hope whatever i've memorize will be a good help.

Class chalet is coming soon.
Super egg-cited! Well, it's gonna be in Nov.
Looking forward to it. Okay. Munching on M&M choco.
Suddenly there's loads stock of chocolates.
My oh My, heaven ! :D

Watched the re-runs of F1 today. I'm into formula 1.
Supporting McLaren team. kinda cool tho.
Hahaha.

2011-09-30T18:45:00.006+08:00

That's how i roll yo.

Today is the last day for my NA friends.
If i was not transfered to NE, this would be my last year.
I'm gonna miss my peeps, the fun and laughter i had with them.
They are awesome people i swear. I've been with them for 4 years and they are just simply amazing.

So today had mother tongue oral. It was a killer.
I died during convo and pic discussion.
I screwed up everything. Greeeeaaaat -.-
Well, i don't wanna think about it.
EOY is nearing. Gotta buck up, my last chance to redeem my myself.

And and tomorrow is saturday, fond memories i still remember.
memories that is left.

2011-09-28T17:34:00.001+08:00

SATURDAY.

Had chemistry acer today, like finally i understand what i studied.
It was rather a productive day.
Cleared some of my doubts. Also had the graduation ceremony today.
It was sad to see my fellow friends i've been with for 4yrs leaving soon.
Saw their class grad video, laughed loads on 4E4 video.
Super hilarious! I couldnt stop laughing.
Gonna miss them tho.
Gonna miss the kecohness with sch mates :)

Well, gonna start my maths revision after eating this pizza. Boo bye :)

2011-09-27T17:13:00.001+08:00

you'll never know.

It's only tuesday and i'm kinda worn out.
I've to recharge and prepare for tomorrow. Another day closer to end of year exam.
Revising and clearing my doubts, well some of them. Teachers have been piling up with homeworks which kinda drive me insane. So, i gotta head back for my revision. No more time to waste :)

2011-09-25T17:25:00.003+08:00

Everyone is special.

Yeah, that's my classmates. Well, half of the class.
Have been having a rough weekend. I felt bad about what i wrote about my parents.
So i deleted it. Yea, i've a major guilty conscious about it.
I've really nothing to say. I've not been updating that much because of school.
K bye.

2011-09-22T17:48:00.003+08:00

THE PAST DOES NOT DETERMINE YOUR FUTURE

I just ate magnum double chocolate ice cream and instantly i become a happy girl.
The smallest things makes me happy, literally.
I love junkfood, i will not deny that.
I am a junkfood kind of person. OHH YEAAH :D
So any junkfood will make me a happy child but of course it must be halal.
Okay, that's something about me and my r'ship with food.
Food is my forte ya.

It rained today,the weather was cooling or shall i say shiok ah!
Like being in a cold country. It was super cold. Forget to bring my jacket.
Dang it! I love the rain, no doubt. It's my favourite weather.
But the problem is it rains at the wrong time. GOSH!

I got my back and shoes drenched because of the rain. "fantastic"
I reach school being wet , it felt like i just bathe all over again.
So school was as per normal. Had adam khoo himself speaking to us.
Somehow i'm motivated. Haha.

i would still be lying to myself.

2011-09-21T16:27:00.004+08:00

When i was young, i always dream of being a cheerleader.

Back home early. Resting my stomach from the spicy mee goreng i had during recess.
And the sardine currypuff from pie kia i ate after school.
It's like having a war inside my stomach.
Not good, it hurts :(
Daddy called the hospital for an appointment since i missed my previous one.
Having my appointment on the 4th.

So today lessons were good.
Had tests. Studied maths matrices during amaths.
I've got the hang of mental calculating matrices.
Nyehh! :D Gonna rest then study and do homework.

Sorry for the boring post. Boo bye (:

2011-09-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

The society we live in

YESTERDAY!

Had social etiquette.
Enjoyed the food there but didnt quite enjoyed the cutlet.
It's like as though it's gonna break my teeth.
Had fun camwhoring with fellow peeps.
After SE, headed out to catch Johnny English Reborn.
Super hilarious. A must watch movie.
I really dont mind watching it a second time. Nyeh.
Reached home kinda late for a school night.
Had a heart to heart talk with mummy till 10pm.

TODAYY!

So fastforward to what happen to me in school.
Fell ill again today after months of recovering.
Vomitted my recess food out.
Maybe after a month of not taking my medication became like this.
I hate it. I hate my health.
I hate to keep on suffering because of food.
I hate to trouble my friends,teachers and especially my parents bcause of my health.
I want to be normal again.
It's not fun to be me. It sucks and i have to live it.

2011-09-18T13:03:00.003+08:00

Ask no questions and hear no lies.

Thanks for nothing by the downtown fiction is on replay on my iphone.
Pretty nice song and i adore the lead singer, CAMERON LEAHY !

So summary of my whole week; IT WASNT MY CUP OF TEA.
Teacher changed my seating arrangement to be in the front.
Which is good because i can concerntrate better.

Why i didnt enjoyed, because teacher informed us on our prelim paper that it's shifted to an earlier day.
So i guess i panicked because i was afraid.

In Malay lesson, we started with picture discussion.
Seriously, i am bad in talking and conversating with teachers in malay.
Now you want me to talk about a picture in malay.
Give me a year, i'll get back to you -.-
Naaaahhh, kidding.

Last friday, went to see my malay teacher and practice.
Spend 30mins plus just speaking about the whole picture. "Fantastic"
That's really shows how bad i am.
Feedback from my teacher, she'll give a 12/20 for my picture.
12 is like a legend mark for me. Haha.
But i'll aim a more higher mark.

So tomorrow will be Social ettiquette.
I'm just there for the food. Kidding!
Hope that next week will be a better one.

2011-09-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

I.N.S.P.I.R.A.T.I.O.N.

Just got back after another shopping trip with my mummy.
My brother was not around ! So whoopie. Or else he'll be complaining.
It was awezummm ! Bought 3 pairs of footwear. Nyeh.
Mummy pocket burned already. Oopps! Haha.
Mum bought 2 pairs. So kinda alright, i guess.
I love it ! Yay! new shoes :D

My satisfaction have been successfully fulfilled.
Thanks Mummy ! On the way back, mummy advise me about a lot of stuff.
Let's say, mummy and me bonded ! Mummy have been there for me thru out my life.
I'm super thankful :D

SE is this monday. Whoopie Yay.
Bro's madrasah peeps coming over, NOOOOO!

2011-09-16T15:33:00.001+08:00

Who says you're not beautiful?

It's friday, friday! School was as per normal.
Got geog paper back.

Whoopie i passed! :) Had class photo taking today. It was greeaat.
Oh ya, i'm using this new app for blogger on my phone. Ain't it cool. So when i'm on the road, i might blog. Haha!

PE was also fun. Played floorball with the class. Fun fun fun!
Super exhaust myself to the max.

After school, met with malay teacher, practice my oral skill. She is really a great teacher. She cares for me and my malay. Awww!

Okay, till here. Once again, posting thru my phone. Hope this works *fingers crossed *

2011-09-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

I SPEAK THE TRUTH.

I just woke up from a good nap, 2 hours of sleeping.
It cause me to have a headache. "Fantastic"
D&T prelim is over but Olevel is just coming up.
D&T prelim paper was manageable. The TYS really works.
After the paper, head home with my wonderful peeps.

I was so touched when i got home. Mummy bought me clothes.
From lacoste and quicksilver. AWW.
I have to admit, i don't usually buy my clothes.
My mummy always get for me. I don't mind at all :)
Who knows, maybe one day she will never buy for me ever again.

My whole wardrobe, i think 60% of my clothes were bought by my mum.
So cute :) I love my mummy loads !

So tomorrow there's school, pretty tired but gotta recharge. Bye.
Ohya, tomorrow Social studies test. "Greeeeeaaat"

2011-09-13T16:30:00.003+08:00

Speak Now

hey y'all! It's just the second day of school and i'm all worn out.
I've been sleepy all day long. Yawning and falling asleep.
D&T prelim was pushed to this thursday.
Great, i feel the pressure now.
But, i cleared some of my doubts about intregrated circuit.
Looking at the circuit give me goosebumps.

So after school, ate with my fellow girlf and the malay guys.
MacDonald's was full with people so we ordered takeaways and ate at the alley.
It was fun. Joke around, got into some misheif, lazy to elaborate on it.
After that head home with fidd and nadiah.

2011-09-11T13:46:00.002+08:00

No expectation. No disappointment.

Today is Sunday. Last day of the September break.
Just one week of holiday does not seem enough.
Why don't they make it two weeks? We've gotta rest.

Probably, why i'm saying this because i don't like to go back to school.
Or maybe i've been enjoying myself too much that i lose focus in my work.
All in all, everything will always come to an end no matter how you like it or not.
Same as how life goes. It never stops. It never rewind.
It just go forward.

So, term 4 is tomorrow. O level D&T is coming.
Prelim is this Friday, greaaaat -.-
Still have to study for End Of Year.
Come to think of it, this is abit bad than a secondary 4 life.
But oh well, what to do. Just carry on with it.
No more hesitation. Nyeh.

Also, had to jalan raya with my madrasah peeps. But i can't :(
Wah,sad :( Having chalet at night with family.
Gotta visit my daddy's friend and relatives.
There goes my sunday to rush thru my homework.

2011-09-10T14:25:00.004+08:00

AWESOME PEOPLE I'VE MET THRU THIS YEARS.

Hey hey, back from yesterday jalan raya.
It was super fun and i just had a great time with my friends.
The outing was from 2.30 till 11plus.
It was late but i got to spend it with my schoolmates.

My friends who hosted was great! Nice food and drinks.
And,if you tasted haziq's mother pie and brownies.
You will melt. I think i fell in love with his mother raspberry brownies.
So moist and it just melt into your mouth.
The pie was heavenly. The food was super delicious.

Suhaizan's house, so many cats !
I do like cats but they just scare me.
When they just sit one corner, i'm not terrified.
However , when they start moving about.
I'll scream! Oopps! My bad. Nyeh nyeh.

So, yesteday, took the last bus home.
So scary. So dark. Haha. Reached home around 12midnight.
All in all, i enjoyed my day and time with my schoolmates ! YAY! :D
Loads of laughter.

2011-09-09T11:19:00.005+08:00

Hanging by a thread.

So yesterday, had jalan raya with my class.
It was tiring but fun. So kudos for that (:
Even though we went to a few houses, it was okay.
My house was the last so watch quarter of Grown Ups.
All in all, great day. Even though it was pouring heavily in the afternoon.
Nothing much to say actually, i'm getting tired everytime.

And and, i miss my long hair.
Haha. See, when a person have short hair, they want their long hair.
And vice versa. But nevermind. Will rock out with this short hair. Nyeh.

2011-09-07T19:03:00.003+08:00

Now look, do i look like i care?

Today had english oral.
It went pretty okay. Made mistakes along the way.
So after oral, went to compass macDonald's with fid, nadiah, zulaika, nafis and syakir.
After the meal, walk to popular to renew my membership card.
Forgot to bring money. Wasted trip.
Then headed home.

Rested for awhile, and headed back out to meet nadiah.
Went to ACC and met up with Afiq.
Studied at mac till 3.30plus then headed back.
Had some laughter here and there.
Went to compass with nadiah.
Window shopping there, chatted alot today.
Nadiah is super duper awesome! She rocks ! |\m/

2011-09-06T15:09:00.004+08:00

You've gotta understand, sometimes it was just meant to be.

It's my bestfriend and mine monthly friendship day.
She's one of the person i love to confide my thoughts.
Sometimes it would be Nadiah, the cat lover. Haha.

My bestfriend have been with me thru alot.
I'm thankful i've met a friend like her.
We do fight. But we fight for my own good and her own good.
And she's honest with me,
when i don't look good , she will really say i don't look good.
Or maybe, when i do something bad, she'll tell it to my face.
It doesnt matter whether it will hurt me.
I'm a person who like the truth. It's better than hearing all those crappy lies.

Yes, there is some stuff i don't like about her.
But i've accept it. We're not perfect.
No one is. I've my flaws too.
I've accepted it. No use dwelling on it.
Not everything we do is all right.
There will be mistakes that we never foresee.

We are two people who come from different races,
a different family background,
& different religion.
I love my bestfriend alot. She's always there for me.
I'm so thankful for that.

2011-09-05T22:21:00.004+08:00

CARS GO VROOM VROOM !

Hello, late post today.
Went out today to watch CARS 2.
It's super amazing ! Watch the movie at around 6.45pm.
Ended around 8.30pm. Luckily mum never scold.
Also, luckily daddy wasnt around.

The movie was beyond great. It's like a james bond movie but cars.
I like McQueen ! If you don't know what it is, is the red car or the
main character in the movie. I like how he race.
Cool movie. Rate for this : 8/10

Also, my brother got stood up by his classmates.
He actually got hari raya outing.
He was like ethuastic about it.
But this person, (i won't swear anymore) forgot to info my bro.
Hello, miss, my brother told you countless time that he is going and
he needed the info to meet where and the time.
You said "i tell you later" haha. your english fail or are you stupid?
My bro kept asking non-stop, same answer.
If you don't want my bro not to go then say larh.
Make my brother feel super happy then you just left him without informing him.
Then now it's his fault. Hello, miss, you planned it, you know who is going .
Why never inform him? You're self-centered.
Everyone wants to have their fun yknw. Not only you, child.

Ya, i'm calling you a child, you're small.
And you disgust me. The middle finger is meant for people like you.
If you don't want my brother not to come, just freaking say so.
My brother was waiting for your freaking message since yesterday night .
He was so excited to go but you crush it for him.
He have to find out himself that you all were outside jalan raya.
You just made my black list, child.
You won't understand it because you're just a child.
I pity you. Sorry to say that.
You made me see what you did to him, i'm not happy about that ok/
You better watch your back child.

2011-09-04T16:43:00.004+08:00

There are so many beautiful reasons to be happy

So today, went out with mummy to Orchard.
Or let's say lucky plaza. Yupp, where all the filipino hang out there.
It was so crowded ! I got hit and push by people.
Scary yknw! I nearly died. Nah just kidding.

So, went shopping there and then move around TANGS.
After that headed to rivervale plaza to buy lunch.
Nomnomnom! I'm eating like a pig.
Tried the cheese shaker fries. Rating : 8/10
It's delicious. Cheezayyy delight ! Whoop whoop.
I think i'm gonna buy somemore to nom nom away.

Ohyea, I'm obsessed with red lipstick ! WOOOOO ! :D
Alright, so i'm back home. Exhausted and tired.
Tomorrow there is no school. So hoorraayy for that.
Gonna sleep in till late afternoon ! *peace*

2011-09-03T13:56:00.003+08:00

Light up the world

So yesterday i went to my distant grandparents place
I enjoyed talking to them.
Did some catching up with them. We joke and talk about my school.
It was the first time my grandpa held my hand too. AWWWW!
So touched. I'll pray that he and nenek will live longer.
His words,"so that i can see you when you get married."
Almost move me to tears * sob,sob*

Then it was straight to my aunt's place.
Watched soccer between Singapore and China.
I don't wanna talk about the match but one thing to say:
THE REFEREE SUPER DESTROYED THE MATCH! just saying.
Watch the match with my cousin. HAHA.
Saw Uncle Imran and Dawood.
First time saw uncle imran! So muscular! My god! :D
There is first time for everything.
Went home all tired and wore out.

I love them <3
They're awesome people !

2011-09-02T12:55:00.006+08:00

I don't know what i want,
so don't ask me because i'm still figuring it out.

I had the best 10 hours of sleep. I slept like a baby.
Woke up with text messages from my "fans" that's what zulaika said.
So ya, lazy to reply to those so i continued with my beauty nap.
Woke up and then replied all messages. Imma text warrior !
Hahaha.

Yesterday, was kinda bad for me because these memories came back when they should be long long gone from my mind.
Today, woke up with a fresh mind and i love it ! YEAAHHH!
Those was yesterday's feelings. Nyehe.
I don't want to be affected like i used to months ago.
That was hell for me. I would never want to relive it ever again.
So gonna clear my mind from yesterday and continue my life.
Life won't stop for no one. So live it, embrace it and love it !

Ohyea, this is my new phone wallpaper !

Loving it to the max ! :D
HAHA, okay buhbyee. Gonna jalan raye with family today i guess.

2011-09-01T18:21:00.005+08:00

Hi, do you still remember me?

Alright, so today had teacher's day celebration.
Teacher's day performance this year was the best so far.
I've been in the school for almost 3 and a half years and this yr celebration was
AWESOME to the maximum !

Also, one thing i faced today.
Confession: yes, i do have guys from other school texting me
To me as friends only. Nothing more or less.
However, when they cross my boundary line, that's when i'll get angry and
flare up.
I don't you, you don't know me.
If i don't want to know you, that means i really don't.
And also if i frequently talk to boys doesnt mean i like them.
I'm still enjoying my single life. It's rocking out.
And it will stay that way for the meantime.
And now, the guy call again, what makes you think i'll answer you this time?
I seriously don't know you so please stop it !

2011-08-30T11:48:00.003+08:00

GEYLANG GALORE !

Yesterday, went to geylang for last minute shopping.
Met daddy there.
We bought kueh-kueh, food (of course my all time favourite: BURGER RAMLI)
covers, pins for tudung and many more ! :D

To end the puasa month, family buka at this food court where we always go.
Without fail, during Ramadhan, we will eat at the food court.
From when i was super young till now at 16.
Eat and eat my favourite meal : CHICKEN RICE :D

Went home , feeling tired and exhausted after everything.
Received msg from friends via text and twitter.
Thankyou so much.
I would like to seek forgiveness too to anyone i miss out ytd.
Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin (:

2011-08-29T14:50:00.006+08:00

BETTER IN TIME.

Heading out soon to geylang to meet daddy.
Last minute shopping.
Going to buy food that is very hard to find in Singapore.
EXAMPLE: BURGER RAMLI.
For me , it's hard to find that delicious burger here.
Only where there is pasar malam around my area.

And yesterday, this guy, kept calling me non-stop.
Of course the smart thing is not to answer.
Then he totally pissed me off with this message:

Dude, i don't even know you and you kept calling.
And clearly, you don't know me at all.
If i keep rejecting, it's already clear i will not answer your bloody call.
Your talk is cheap, disgusting and gross.
Dude, you seriously a big joke.
No sense of shame and where have your pride gone?
No self-respect. YUCKS!
Destroy my happy mood yesterday -.-

I told my bestfriend and she help me thru.
She's awesome!(:

2011-08-28T16:46:00.003+08:00

NEVER LET OTHERS DEFINE YOUR WORTH

Hello. I was so bored that i changed my blogskin and stuff.
This really shows how bored i am. Nyehehe.
Gotta clear my wardrobe and my study desk.
My sunday's are boring ! Urgghh.

Ohyea, i'm suddenly into bohemian fashion.
If anyone does not know what is bohemian fashion.
Here are some snapshot found in the net.

Maybe after hari raya, gonna get some tops like that.
If i've the ka-ching. In love with the style i guess.
Haha.

Seriously a boring sunday.
Tomorrow, i'm gonna head down to geylang for last minute shopping.
I know it's gonna be packed with people !
LAST DAY TOMORROW !

2011-08-27T14:35:00.004+08:00

Things aren't the way they were before

CURRENT MOOD : Massive headache = MOODY.

My week so far was fast.
DNT presentation board and artefact is done.
So that's two things to worry less about DNT.
Got back test papers. It's all shitty results.

Hari Raya is coming. Not looking forward to it.
Complication still ongoing in daddy's side of the family.
I hate it. I rather don't celebrate hari raya again.
Every single year like that -.-
Grandma is already gone and this still happen? SIGH :(
Envy people who are closed to their relatives.
It's like i've no relatives here.
I seriously am not in the mood to Raya.

Yesterday after school, went to Tampines to shop abit.
Saw miss shenu and the IT person in school there.
Stayed there till 3plus and then head back home.

Around 6.10pm, met up with Haiqal and headed down to Geylang .
Buka with sabrina, zul and haiqal and sab's friends.
Thanks for the treat, guys.
Walk walk around. Haiqal bought me this sticky icecream.
It's nice ! :D He is my papa now! YAY !
Took cab home after that. I was super exhausted that i flopped into bed.

2011-08-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

Everyone is beautiful.
No one is ulgy.

My brother is really awesome.
Haha. He never fail to make me laugh.
Had quality time with my brother, he made fun of my pictures.
It was really funny and i laughed hard.

So today, FINISH PRESENTATION BOARD !
So thrilled but i'll miss going into the workshop already.
Reached home and helped out mum to set up table for buka.

My mum is really frustrated of me because of my continous losing weight.
Skipped hospital appointment on the tuesday for DNT.
Maybe it's worth it because i got to complete my DNT.
If health gets worst then i'll face it.

2011-08-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

Begin and end your day with a smile :)

CURRENT MOOD : Exhausted once again.

It seems like everyday i'm freaking exhausted.
I have been in school practically the whole day.
Just to complete DNT Presentation board.
Hmm.. Reached home at 7.13pm, exactly on the dot where is time to break fast.
I think i'm gonna flop into bed again today.
Nyehehe.

Today, we got scolding from Ms Ng.
Have to stand for i dont know how long.
You know why? Its too childish. Gosh!
Okay, i think i'm gonna get some snooze.
Maybe gonna play daddy's ipad for awhile then sleep.
HAHA. :D

2011-08-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'm perfect[L]y f[I]n[E],tru[S]t me.

Current mood : Super tired + worry.

Just a few more printing of my artefact.
And i'm almost done with my D&T.
We were release late around 6.45 plus.
Got a lift from Rafidah's sister.
Thankyou Fidd ! (:
Reached home on time for buka.
Haha haha!

Thursday is the submition date.
Argh. I'm freaking the freak out.
Tomorrow is another day where i stay late again for D&T
Seriously, i don't mind getting a B3.
Nyehehe. Journal is still untouched.
Better do some adjustment here and there.

2011-08-21T17:10:00.002+08:00

Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile.

HEY! I'm back again.
Tomorrow, there's school again.
Probably the results of our common test will be out.
So not looking forward to it.
I can say bye-bye to C.Humans, Maths & probably C.Sci.
I'm scared. Always keep failing. Urghh.

So, one of my friend ran away.
I'm worried for her. Please go home okay.
Everyone is worried.

Now doing english homework. Whoop whoop ! :D

2011-08-20T16:45:00.003+08:00

Follow your heart.Chase your dreams.Respect yourself.

CURRENT MOOD : SLEEPY TO THE MAX ! *yawn*

I seriously need to be abit firm.
I always let people take advantage of me because i always agree in other stuff.
Yes, i'm that kind of person. I love to help people.
It's like something i love to do.
But my close friends say that i'm tooooo nice.

When i text people, i hate to be mean in my words.
It's a big NO NO for me.

I also talk alot in school. Mainly because i can't keep my mouth shut.
HAHA. So now, i must stand up for myself, if i don't like,
i have to say i don't like. I always can't keep agreeing.

Also, people texting me. I have to admit there's more guys texting me than girls.
But seriously, there just my friends, nothing more than that.
Just clearing things up.

I don't know why i had to talk about this but i want a change in my life.
HAHA. Fingers crossed ! :D

2011-08-19T21:34:00.001+08:00

FOUND THIS IN FACEBOOK ! SO COOL ! :D

NEVER believe in 3 people : Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces .
They are the most selfish and mean .

NEVER lose 3 people : Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn .
They are the most sincere and true lovers .
......
NEVER leave 3 people : Virgo, Libra, Scorpio .
They can keep secrets, friendship , and they can see your tears .

NEVER reject 3 people : Leo, Gemini, Aquarius .
They are true, honest friends

2011-08-19T14:50:00.003+08:00

Current mood : Happy, i think so
So in every post, gonna have this on telling my mood :D

Hello,
Back to posting today.
Skip CCA today, eyes is swollen up bad.
Gonna back to school for DNT till 9pm.
Gonna buy dinner soon. So yarh.

Just really updating this space.
Yawn.. I smell spagetti.
Ohhh ~ My brother's favourite :D

2011-08-15T18:28:00.003+08:00

Behind my smile is a million tears you'll never ever see.

Bought another iphone case.
Cost me freaking 14 bucks. But nevermind its nice.
Nyehehe ! Tomorrow having common test.
Noooo ! Got malay, another killing subject for me.

School today was hectic.
The weather is cooling. Hope the weather is this cooling everyday.
Did D&T till workshop closes.
Darn tired. Wanna sleep soon ! :D

2011-08-14T14:31:00.004+08:00

I don't care, never did i care, never will i care.

Boring Sunday for me.
Have been lazing around my room practically the whole day.
I was supposed to get a new ezlink but was terribly lazy to travel.
Hate the fact i lose it. Madness !!!

Now i'm freaking out.
D&T submittion is around the corner.
Presentation board is not even done. GREAAAT...
I rather digged my grave now.
Super stress and also D&T prelim is on 16 Sep.
ARGGHHH ! Nevermind, it will be over before i know it.
*fingers crossed*